Monday, September 27, 2010
Bah. Was so tired at midnight and thought that today I can atleast go at a normal time to sleep. Went to sleep woke up and 3am.. and no matter how much I waited and tried but just couldn't fall asleep again. Was just laying there in my bed eyes closed and hoping to fall asleep but just couldn't. I actuallt felt even sleepy but noo... Ideas and thoughts just kept poping up. Somehow my sleeping has always been so messed up and It's just impossible to get it to a normal time. I mostly go to sleep at 6am. Sometimes I stay then up all day and night and going then to sleep at a normal time like midnight. Good for a day or a week and then again same trouble. It keeps getting later and later when I can fall asleep until its again messed up like this. Gonna try to pull out today an all nighter and go sleep at a more decent time.