Boring day of Ciler

Again a late night post.
Actually I don't have much to blog about. Kinda absolutly nothing interesting happened today, I didn't even do anything. I only remember wasting my time in front of the PC and regretting what I fool I was for not talking with that girl.

Oh today I was asked a question to join a folk dance group. There are two girls who don't have a partner and I was asked to be for one. I really don't know what I should do. It would be something different but... Folk dance isn't really something what is my thing.
Tomorrow also a Chemistry and Physics experiment and video convention is being held. It sounds quite fun so I might check it out. Ok the real deal is because that girl I saw actually left the bus that few days ago in front of the place its being held. Maybe she lives there close by and comes to watch it aswell. I sound creepy.... But she was cute enough for my taste to be remembered. So here is a hint. If you see a girl, you find her attractive, she's alone and looks your type... GO SAY HI! Even if nothing would come out, you atleast tried. If not you will regret it for weeks.

As for driving school, I called today my instructor and my first driving lesson will be on thursday at 10am. I'm sooo excited.

Ooh and here is a work in progress and practice I did. I have a really hard time with color theory and how to use brushes in digital paint applications. But getting slowly better.

Driving School

Bah. I'm already in my 20's and still haven't made a driving license. (the reason is because when I turned 18 I got some money saved up for driving school but I decided I want a digital tablet. At  19 I had lots of money. It was all supposed to go for driving school, but then I discovered I love guitars. After that I wasted over 4000$ on guitars and rig xD at 20... damn.. I did the same thing lol.) So today I entered with my cousin a driving school. The trip there was quite interesting. Saw on the bus station a girl. Damn. She was so cute (love on the first sight! xD), but I wasn't really alone and she looked more like 16-17(tho looks are deciving these days). I'm 20 so I didn't really have the guts to go talk with her, but now I kinda regret it. Luckly my town is small. Might be lucky and meet her again. Also I always will go to driving school with the same bus where I saw her today so chances might are higher.  

Anyway back to driving school. I have the theory part now every monday and thursday at 6pm for 8 weeks. Also tomorrow I have to call my driving teacher and set up a date for the driving lesson what I have to do total 40hours. So practically if I learn quick, I could finish this school up in 2~3 months. Can't wait to put my hands on the wheel already. When I was something 14 I used to go to a cart school. There I had driving lessons and had to learn to drive a real car. Also my grandfather used to teach me at that time. I used to spend my weekends at the country side and we got often milk from neighbours. There was quite a way to them so my grandfather always allowed me to drive there and back. Even though the road was straight it was really awesome to drive there. We also have a tractor so I used to drive that. It sure is a little bit different then a car but the basics are the same I guess. 

As for the book. I decided I slowly will try it :) So far I did just some photoshop templates of the book pages and size. Stuff like how to fit everything.and where. Story I have given some thoguhts. Got something really roughly. Ideas for main character as well, now gotta sketch him. Might have gotten done something by tomorrow. Wanted to get a sketchbook for this and overall but damn, my city has like absolutly no art shop what would sell quality sketchbooks where when you flip the paper it wouldn't fall out. I hate that I can't buy absolutly no art tools aswell. I really would like Copic Markers but nay, they dont sell them here. Was lucky to get a Intuos4 L but it costed double then in any other country. Oh well.... was worth every penny I paid.

Thanks for reading.

Cya tomorrow.

A childrens book.

I gave yesterday some thoguht about what I should draw and somehow a idea what I always liked came up. To create a childrens book. My goal isn't really to be become popular or get money with it but for the sake of creating it. Creating it myself and might make atleast one kid happy with the book, even if its the worst thing they have ever read. I really want to create a fantasy story. I love fantasy stuff. I have in my eyes such watercolor yet digital looking illustrations with lots of colorful yet simple effects (light, smoke, etc). A rough storyboard. Fantasy looking character with puffy clothing. The story I'd like to be simple yet exciting. I'd like to mix things from various thoughts of mine, experiment. Even if I can just print out one book xD If its looking like a book, looks a little bit proffessional and has style. If I can just take the book, hold it in my hands and think "I made this!" I'd be proud of myself and feel like I accomplished one goal of my life. I always knew I'm once gonna do it, but the urge to do it now has risen. I'm thinking of starting to work on this slowly. Surely it would take some time to create it. Months or even years.  Would keep here updated on the progress too.

I'm gonna think about this a week or so, collect ideas, ask some children and prepeare stuff. Let's see where this is going :)

Art block

Been trying to draw something for so long now but absolutly no ideas and nothin comes out. There is this one webcomic or well you could say more a manwha I'm reading called "Noblesse". It's really great, a story about vampires. But It kinda made me think maybe I should draw myself a serious story webcomic/manga. I have some stories and characters left I could use.
Anyway I still don't have any ideas what to draw. I wanna draw something big and something fantasy.
Would like suggestions.
Also I can draw some 4koma/"chibi" style comics if someone gives me ideas. I dunno if i can make them funny or awesome but I can try. Bah i'd draw anything right now if i'd have a idea :<

Life and Art of Ciler

Was looking today through my Youtube subscribtions and user "kapral18" had uploaded a guitar cover of his song "Winds Towards Sezam" It's something djenti and death metalish so not for everyone but I'm amazed by this song and  the use of arabic tunes in it.

Today was so boring that I don't really have anything interesting to say. Drew that cirno a little and right now I think the sketch looks actually not that bad but I just don't get anymore where I went wrong with the anatomy tho it's just a generic standing halfbody picture which I hate. Trying to fix it by making little pauses. So after the pause I have forgoten how it looks and can spot mistakes easier.

Oh yeah! Also I'm 2 followers away of having 200! I would never have imagined I'd get that many. You guy's are all really awesome! Have had really awesome days, reading all of your blogs. Some quite made my days. I'm not really confident in my drawings as I can't really capture anything interesting in them and make them look awesome and funny, otherwise I'd really draw something for you guys. After I finish this fanart I'm doing right now I'm maybe starting to take some requests for fast sketches.

Went through my old drawings and thought I'm gonna try to upload a drawing everytime I post something new. Here is a old sketch what was supposed to be a "Parody" Of Dio Brando from Jojo's Bizarre Adventure.

Random day of Ciler

Damn.. Today is 8th sept. in my country and that means in 6hours I have college starting again. Luckly my college has only lessons 2 days a week for 4hours. It's not really going to kill me but the first month is just "Mathematics and Statistics" I don't really have a clue what it is about but Its math, It can't be good. Good thing is I see my classmate again and this year he's starting to devote his life to guitar so I have a lot to talk with him now.

Well the bad thing is a metal wire went somehow into my dads eyesocket at work It didn't make him blind and didn't damage his eye but It seems it touched it and now his eye or eyes hurt a lot. It might made me worry more then anyone else in my family and I've been feeling shit the whole afternoon now. My dad always had his coolface on all the time nad never had seen him in my life before scared but I think today he was kinda, doing deep breaths and stuff.

As for the fanart. I thought of finishing a old drawing of Cirno(touhou) I did. Was quite old so it had lots of anatomy faults. I'm not good in anatomy but well I learn it and know now more then before and found faults after faults. Started to redo it but it looks even more strange now =='' Oh well. I will try to finish it.

Anyway here have a sketch of a cat-servant/minion I did for a comic/visual novel project like... half a year ago. I wish I could ressurect the project. I had lots of characters but I couldnt arrange my time wisely so I never really got to start the actual thing. I might even pick it up someday. 

Custom Design

Didn't really do much. Just changed in the CSS the background and added a custom 2min photoshop logo. The colors can be really effed up because my monitor is weird. That was one of the reasons I qutied webdesigning some years ago tho the pay was nice. For this I actually ripped from my original portfolio & art site my background and imported it here xD. I think its even kinda fits.

I will now change the design from time to time. 

I migh also upload tomorrow some fanart of ⑨. I wonder if someone knows who that is xD

procrastinating ftw!

Drew this some years ago.. And every time its September, looking again at this it reminds me.FUCK I haven't changed at all over the past  years. I had to build for 8 September a Home Server running on ClearOS (linux) for my practical work. I had 3 months to do this and what day is it today? Its 5th September already. Oh well... 7th September is a day as well.

Oh btw, if someone gives me some nice ideas for a 4koma I can try to draw it and post it some other day.